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[counterblows]

Out of boredom.
Because you could.

cw: suicide

[yourattention]

well actually i was hoping i would die but after about the fourth time i looped around i remembered you just come back even if you do die so like

~*~everything's meaningless~*~

[counterblows]

Hoping, huh.

[Yeah, not worrisome at all.]

So this place doesn't have an island therapist or anything like that, does it?

[yourattention]

we got weed and fresh air

it's fine

[It's really not fine.]

[counterblows]

That doesn't sound like an adequate replacement for getting some actual help, and you're clearly not fine if you're trying to sail off the edge of the world.

[yourattention]

i mean like 80% of the time its actually fine compared to home and the last 20% is the 20% therapy wouldnt help with anyway

i was just having a bad day because my impulse control disappeared

[He's talking about an actual person, but phrasing it so nobody would ever actually guess that.]

[counterblows]

Which suggests that you have it usually. What changed?

[yourattention]

my mood obvs

[That's also true, just not the truth.]

[counterblows]

Fine. You don't want to tell me, don't. Just maybe don't try sailing off the end of the world next time.

[yourattention]

that wasnt even sarcastic my brain is garbo

i wasnt lying about the 20% therapy cant do shit all for my brain is literally fucked

[counterblows]

So are you going to deal with it, or just let it steer you over the edge?