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[counterblows]

( action | stone of far speech | private correspondence )

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[yourattention]

what did you think the story thing was a metaphor the map only goes as far as the story goes

you cant go to monsun if its not there you cant go to any island thats not there bc they dont exist when theyre not part of the story

the map extends like idk three hours past enso unless youre going to an island then its like twelve hours or something

[counterblows]

How does that make any sense?

[It's a magic archipelago, Wash. Fuck it. Okay.]

Never mind. You found that out all on your own?

[yourattention]

youve literally met gods and the thing youre questioning is whether or not they can create reality

ok

[He's just saying.]

anyway im the only one who owns a boat so yeah i tried to sail off the map it just loops around and you come right back to enso

[counterblows]

Out of boredom.
Because you could.

cw: suicide

[yourattention]

well actually i was hoping i would die but after about the fourth time i looped around i remembered you just come back even if you do die so like

~*~everything's meaningless~*~

[counterblows]

Hoping, huh.

[Yeah, not worrisome at all.]

So this place doesn't have an island therapist or anything like that, does it?

[yourattention]

we got weed and fresh air

it's fine

[It's really not fine.]

[counterblows]

That doesn't sound like an adequate replacement for getting some actual help, and you're clearly not fine if you're trying to sail off the edge of the world.

[yourattention]

i mean like 80% of the time its actually fine compared to home and the last 20% is the 20% therapy wouldnt help with anyway

i was just having a bad day because my impulse control disappeared

[He's talking about an actual person, but phrasing it so nobody would ever actually guess that.]

[counterblows]

Which suggests that you have it usually. What changed?

[yourattention]

my mood obvs

[That's also true, just not the truth.]

[counterblows]

Fine. You don't want to tell me, don't. Just maybe don't try sailing off the end of the world next time.

[yourattention]

that wasnt even sarcastic my brain is garbo

i wasnt lying about the 20% therapy cant do shit all for my brain is literally fucked

[counterblows]

So are you going to deal with it, or just let it steer you over the edge?